silver7rose's Blog

I'm starting a new life today...
one full with books and tons of self enlightening, education via news, autobiography, poems and those including a political, historical and scientific standpoint.
I want to quit procrastinating
I want to love myself
I want to exercise, eat right and start my day early regardless of how late I sleep.
I want success, I want to focus progressing towards a career-oriented life
I want to make tons of money (superficial I know, but I have a family who requires money..we live in a country based on captialism)
I want to attain my degree
I want to learn punjabi
I want to take the mcats and lsats and I want to get my real estate license.
I want to do all of this to prove that I am capable of great things
I want to love-everyone whole heartedly. I want to resonate positive energy to others and be optimistic.
I want to write poetry,
I want to then recite my poem.
I want to join activist groups and volunteer at a domestic violence help centers and help foster children.
I want to find that one man who could become my friend and partner in life.
I want to overcome my inferior complex and my social anxiety disorder

I will quit procrastinating
I will love my love myself
I will exerice, eat right and start my day early regardless of how late I sleep.
I will be succesful, I will work towards my careers
I will make tons of money
I will attain my degree and learn punjabi
I will take the mcats, lsats and maybe get my license
I will prove to myself I can do this by doing it
I will love everyoon ewhole heartedly, I will resonate positive energy to others and be optimsitic
I will write poetry
I will recite poems
I will join activist groups and volunteer at domestic violence centers and hlep foster children
I will find that one man who will be my best friend and partner in life.
I will overcome my inferior complex and my social anxiety disorder because I dont have one. I was born with all goodness and I was born with everything I need to survive-nay, to thrive.
I will and I can and I am.

I feel singled out. Like love isn't what it should be. Love between a mother and daughter, a father and son, sister, brother and even platonic lovers.
What is the meaning of this life? Is it merely to criticize and point fingers at a time of heartache and sadness, or is it about breaking walls and building bridges...about the coming together of individual fingers to form one strong, inseparable fist.

Would the world change if we all murdered ideas that stimulated the idea to murder. Is that confusing? What if the most democratic country quit practicing terrorism by forcing their democratic ideas on others? ...what if we quit putting little kids in a position where they had to wake up in sweat and blood.. wake up with guns in their hands, instead of toys? ..wake up in a constant fear and need to defend themselves? what if we quit the whole outsourcing thing and provided jobs for the unemployed and quit blaming immigrants when this countries forefathers were once just... immigrants. What if we loved one another, looking beyond race, creed and gender and if one's a homosexual, heterosexual, hetero/homo-metrosexual, bisexual, unisexual?... what if our country quit feeding the rich and starving the poor? what if guantanamo prisoners were freed? Perhaps then it'll stop the injustice done on the way to provide so-called "justice" only for the selective "us", but never for the "them"?
what if we quit destroying the many paths to save the one and just practiced the one by saving the many? 

Because maybe even those who look different, speak different or come from different hometowns...love the smell after it rains just the same.
Along with the need to stomp on autumn leaves, the love for sunshine after a cold day and having cool drinks with super hot babes, all in a very similar kinda way.
what if underneath all that frustration and anger what we really wanted was some LOVE and PEACE. No, no, maybe lots and lots of LOVE & PEACE!

P.S. What if we could replace bombs with snowbals. Better yet food fights?
Well it worked for the lost boys & peterpan and those guys were very much gangsta'

Peace. Love. Harmony

 

 

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